strange.

it's strange how things work out in life. things i envisioned happening do not go the way i planned them to sometimes. i guess that's what trusting in God is all about. He knows the plan that is in store for us and he will hold up His end as long as we do everything in our power on our end. i may not know the answers to all of the questions in my head now but someday i will and i know i will have gone through all of these things for a reason. i can't help but realize that that God has a bigger plan for me-i just need to figure out exactly what that is. someday i will know. someday i will understand why i have gone through the things i have experienced.