4:45

as promised, today's a new day. i feel much better. you see that little title up there? 4:45? what does that mean, you wonder?? that's what time i woke up this morning to go to the gym. hallelujah. let's just say i am good to go to bed for the night right now bahahaha. okay, just kidding. i love working out, i mean i always have. it's just hard when you have school and work and whatever else you're doing on top of that. ironically i am in the exercise & wellness major, and yes although we work out for class, we still get to spend a lot of time in a chair learning. i love my major, but there are definitely draw backs to it.

it causes a lot of anxiety for me sometimes. why? i'll tell you why. sometimes for class we have to weigh ourselves (if you think that's bad just stop reading now...). we even have to WRITE IT ON THE BOARD for EVERYONE to see. it's like "heyy guys what's up, you don't even know my name but please just write my weight on my forehead. alright? cool." a few weeks ago it got even worse. in my exercise testing class we were learning to do EKG placements on each other. key words: EACH OTHER. aka you strip down to a sports bra (or if you're a man-obviously-you're not wearing a sports bra..) and stick stickers and then EKG leads all in their correct places.

when i had to write my weight on the board last semester i kid you not i had a panic attack. you would think i was the same way/even worse for the semi nudity going on, but LUCKILY i have a few great friends that i've made that made me feel totally comfortable! yes, they may all be 110 lbs, etc but i realized that even those people get nervous about this "weight business" too. i won't lie, once i got hooked up to the EKG, my heart rate was pretty fast due to the trauma haha, but i didn't have a panic attack, or keel over and die.

i am so lucky to have made some great friends at school. in comparison to going to byu, i have only made a small group of friends, but they have been life savers. i feel blessed to go to asu-to not only make friends with awesome people, but also with non-member friends that are just as great.

what an experience school has been.

have a grrrreattttt day!

i'll be workin' on having a great day myself!!

xoxo, morgs